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Hey there! 

So what to look for in May. Well we are 7 days in and I hit a huge weight-loss goal! I am officially at 199. I know.. not small but small than where I was. Eeek. So that gets a big check next to it. 

Goals for me. 

• 189 
• Eat less carbs 
• CPR/First Aid 
• First PMT for classes 
• Save 100 dollars

Goals for the blog. 

• Blog at least 3 times a week
• Post more photos 
• Talk about hard stuff (PCOS, dating scene and facial hair) 
• Do a link up 
• Have fun with it

Random? Maybe not..

Its about me so not random at all. 

• I love Disney. 
• I am in love with Florida. 
• Building up my booty gains is my current obsession. 
• I am snotty when it comes to voices.. if we don't talk much I probably don't like yours. (sorry) 
• I really do love blogging. 

Its Been a Year? What?

Wow ... So first off I am so sorry. I have neglected this thing so bad since a single moment cleaved my life in half. I had been sick.. sick in many ways. Between medication and just trying to be a "human" I fell short here. Depression had crippled me, and I haven't fully recovered yet. Everyday is a slow process that I have to take baby steps towards. 

So what can you look forward to from me for the rest of April? 

• Some photos of what I have been up to. 
• A random fact or two. 
• Inspiration, and a prayer request. 
• Things to look for in May. 

June

The 5 things Im doing this June 

1. Read 3 books. 

2. Take a photo everyday. 

3. Walk. 

4. Give my sister a great Birthday. 

5. Clean my dirty house. Oh and throw things away. 

What are you doing in June? 

Read All About It

Hey Y'all.. 

I think I want to start a blogging book club. 

Francine Rivers 

Bridge to Heaven

I think it is a great idea, and will be well worth the effort. 

Got any ideas? 

Read it? 

Want to read it? 

Blog Identity

I have been blogging a while... Not here of course but other blogs. I have been successful, and I have not been. I have told the truth, and I have lied. But a blog is an outlet.. an outlet for feelings, and life. I am here to give this blog an id. I want it to just be a collective. A collective of my life.. ups, downs, funny, sad, cooking, style, makeup, photos, and so on... Just my life. A journal of my online career. But the real id I hope to show is my love of Jesus. 

I love my Lord. 

I dont always convey that but I do. 

Jesus lived, and died on a cross for me.. For you. 

I want to write about my stuff but also write for his stuff. 

Do you believe? 

Want to know more about Jesus? 

Do you think your blog has an id? 

Weekly To Do's

I have quite a busy week ahead of me. I mean woah. 

1. Go grocery shopping. 

I have to shop for the whole month of June. That is how I shop for groceries a month at a time. 

2. Work for 2 days. 

VBS is coming up and so I have to work. The life of a person in church. 

3. Doctors appointment. 

Gotta stay healthy dude. 

4. Return a guilt purchase. 

Do you ever purchase something and later feel guilty? I dont usually but I did with this and it has to go. 

5. Buy a slush from Krispy Kreme. no judgement 

I love KK and I love slushes.. so Hello! It is you Im searching for. 

6. Blog. 

I dont do this enough. Its time now. 

7. Make Disney meal reservations. 

I go to Disney in September, and November. Now this week is time to make my food reservations. 

Do you have a busy week? What do you have going on? 

Netflix Date with Myself

Its Saturday... Im on a Netflix date with myself. Watching Charmed, Gilmore Girls, and no judgement MacGyver ... What do you watch on Netflix? 

Brushing Your Teeth

You brush your teeth daily.. Right? Maybe twice, or three times a day? 

I have noticed that there are other things we must do daily to keep ourselves together. 

Drink water? Yes! 

Read our Bible? Yes! 

Blog? For me? Yes! 

I have been so lonely.. I lost touch with doing devotions.. and I stopped being devoted to myself as well. 

So many things have just stopped. I must begin anew and I feel like doing this will help that. 

Helpful hints? Feel the same way? 

Dating

Being who I am Dating is a terrible thing.. I am not so clueless as to think it would be easy but fruitful yes. It is not. The mortification one feels while even driving to the date kinda feels like the drive scenes from the show catfish. So between the mortification and fruitlessness I do not like the dating scene. I go on a date about 3 times a week. The 3 times are always with the same man.. and on the 3rd date it is the end. Coffee, something fun, and then Dinner. Dun Dun Dun. Somehow or another by that time I have concocted the "list" a list of all the things wrong with this person.. and I am sure they have done the same of me. I mean Im not perfect but I expect to not have to settle.. but oh dear Lord... The dating scene is full of settlers. I have dated a man with a foot fetish, a man with a lisp, a man with dream of rebuilding an old car.. and my favorite a man that really enjoys playing the xbox. Dating is the past time hobby of the Devil. 
Dating? How do you do it? 

Changing the World

I love the idea of being able to change the world. I wish I could do so much more for our world because being honest... Our world is going to hell in a handbasket. But all I can do is pray? Do you pray for our world? Our world needs your prayers... and Jesus. Please pray with me today for our world, and ALL the lives in it. If we do that we will be changing the world. 

Link Ups

Do you guys know of any good ones? 

Single Lady

Besides the right man not coming in my life per the Lords desire.. this is the way I feel.

The Perfection of You

I have been blogging off and on now for what seems like ages... never really getting anywhere, not being myself or just losing touch... Well I have decided that while it sounds great to be "perfect" for the internet it just inst realistic.. I am wonderful in the eyes of my lord.. 

1. I can have messy hair, and bad breath.. He accepts me. 

2. I can not have a clue about the recent hit song on the radio but I can sing Amazing Grace and God is ok with that. 

3. I dont always match with the clothes I wear but I am clothed in dignity from my Lord. 

4. This blog might not be successful but I am being the woman he wants me to be. 

5. I am not barbie thin but everyday I work towards being fit for my King. 

How many people will ever look at us this way? 0 Zero.. I am happy to be fearfully and wonderfully made! 

Wow I Lost Track...

I am so sorry fellow bloggers, and readers.. I have been very busy, sick, and well just plain out of touch... I am afraid you will be getting maybe 2 or 3 more blog posts in for the month but no more.. I am sorry to say. Thank you for reading.. and I hope to be back on the air soon. Love you.. 

Love #6

I love Pinterest ... It allows me to do so many new things. Pinterest gives off so many ideas that my brain gets overjoyed with each slide of a page. 

My 3 favorite pins this week... 

http://pinterest.com/pin/162622236521041819/

http://pinterest.com/pin/89157267593625156/

http://pinterest.com/pin/157555686939013440/

Depressed

I am so tired of feeling unappreciated, humiliated and sad at my job.. I think its time for a new one. I am going to start looking asap. I am just waiting until the end of the school year to put out notices. 

Love #5

I love my sister.. She was born when I was 11 and it was like she is like my baby too. We argue like most sisters most of the time. But since she is older now we enjoy so much together. We love pb and j sandwiches, 80s movies and talking science. I love my time with her and I'm happy about that.  

Love #4

Well since it's Wednesday and I am more than likely at church ... I love my lord, church and doing bible studies. It makes me too happy to dive into God... In so many ways. Short post I know but oh well... Sorry longer post is on its way just not today. 

Love #3

I love My Mama. 

In August something changed in our lives. She had a tumor removed from her head. Not fully her brain but a piece. We almost lost her. My love has grown so much for her. The strength she has and her faith is unwavering in this crisis. I have always had this image of her as being above it all and that image has gotten brighter since.